I know the shamanic calling comes in a different way for everyone, but it’s a totally life changing experience no matter what. Most people experiencing their shamanic calling don’t even know what’s happening to them – it just seems to come out of nowhere. I know that on some level I fulfilled the conditions that enabled me to become receptive to the call. Within the visions that came with the awakening were many keys to my own karmic contract and spiritual life purpose.
I can’t really speculate how things are for you but just follow your hunches and intuitions. I used a guided drumming CD and some Power Animal cards to start exploring the new world I was experiencing. This was such an amazing and inspiring time for me, the whole world suddenly came alive in a magical new way.